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~My heart is tired, it's welded shut

never to feel what real love is like

it chooses to be numb of all the pain

that your love brings it drives me insane

And as i curl into a ball

with tears rolling down on the bed i fall

i bleed what's left of me, i bleed it all out.

To drain all the sorrow that's filled me with doubt

Yet i linger on with little choice,

missing every breath that was your voice.

Silent sobs that only know the winds ears.

Companion to a river flow of tears.

And as i curl into a ball
with tears rolling down on the bed i fall
i bleed what's left of me, i bleed it all out.
To drain all the sorrow that's filled me with doubt

So let me be, i know im not strong.

But i will endure to prove you wrong..~

-circsys & dummy

HER SLEEPY EYES

HER SLEEPY EYES

I’ve been in this spot before
And each time has always been hard
And now seems no more different
A risk that’s never known reward

Yet still I am impelled to do it
Though I’m not always sure how
But yet I’m compelled to do it
And this is how I’ll do it now

I lay my pride and cast it away
Rather than risk regret for all time
So to say the words so hard to say
and easing it through this rhyme

Where to start is difficult
But less difficult as to start at all
So I’ll begin where I intend to end
At the reason why I fall

I think what took me most
Is the mystery behind her eyes
It both spoke and asked a question
Of an answer I’ve never realized

I know it seems so pathetic
To dedicate a rhyme
For someone I’ve only spent
A few minutes of her time

And it would seem even more so,
That I’m wishing that she were near
Especially when I’ve never known
The feeling of having her beside me here

And yet despite it all
I find this rhyme of no waste
Even when all I have of her
Is a memory of her face

And I’m more than willing
To trade a year away
Just to have that moment
A minute of conversation one day

So I wait for the fateful day to come
Even if it may never do
To give those hundred pieces of chocolate
That to her I was and still am due

Because I’ve found myself
Though it be said unwise
In deep affection of
Her and those sleepy eyes


-E.H.

The Road Less Taken...

Traveling in this winding road,
I map the route I take.
And as I go along my course,
I met a dame astray.


she was as though she'd been so far,
a journey lived abound.
As I inquire how it had been
she stared through quite astound.


She offered me to settle in
as she starts to confide
of what a voyage made of her
a soul so full of life.


Through toss & turns, and stalls & shakes
on storms amidst her way.
Her strength to get herself afloat
kept her in light of day.


No chance or change
she left unturned to make of it her way.
with battles waged and titles earned
she goes on to finish the race.


And treat it as a circumstance
to keep herself as sane.
And so she walks and beam with pride
of all dilemmas past.


That out of every challenge
through she left without a scratch.

~haunted~

~ a sound that resonates across the hall
where spirits dance as though in a ball


a lively party for the living dead
in a haunted place that stays unsaid

a reason we will never find
for whatever lingers in their mind


that little place, that quiet home
a place to dwell for the lost that roam ~

Cherish ere Gone

They quickly come and quickly go
Like the summer sun and the winter snow
Seasons change and moments pass
Some just memories that will never last
For everything will pass us by
even before we can question why

So cherish every moment
and every breaking dawn
For we might find before we know it
that these moments - they are gone

- Circsys & A dummy